Monday, June 16, 2008

#1c

The car was hot and the smell of beer ,cigarettes and his sweat made me dizzy at five months pregnant everything smelled so strong. You can let me out at the next stop, I don't feel so well. Do I look like I give a shit how you feel He replied? Turns out that was the nicest thing he said to me. He turned down a gravel road and my mind raced to find a plan to protect my son, we will not die here between Tallahassie and Tampa. I got my military ID from my bag and started telling him my father was the base comander at Fort Hood and I was suppose to have met him in Tampa yesterday but, my car brokedown. Had he listened ,I did not know. He pulled down by a swamp. I did not tell him I was pregnant, don't know why just felt it would anger him. He began to tear at my clothes and hit me in the head. I kept talking about my made up father, It was to late to care if I angered him. He pinned my body to the seat and raped me the pain was severe and I knew this was a fight for life. Get out of the car and stand out front he told me. Hell no if you will kill me, it will be in your car I replied. He ran from driver side to passenger door I had locked it when I got in, He went back to the driver side and I leaped from the passenger side door. I always hated to run in school but, run I did. I saw a small light in the distance and ran for it. Turned out to be a phone booth, I curled up in the floor and tried to hold the door shut with my hands and feet. I could hear his car and knew he was close. Then I felt the door being pushed open. I heard a mans voice ,are you ok do you need help . Thankful it wasn't him I began to cry.I looked around and there were frogs everywhere. I had to trust the stranger here with me.

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